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Wild rapture and dance in Botswana
It is closing in on three in the morning and sleep is the furthest thing from my mind.
I am in Botswana again. This is the third trip I have taken up here in the two years in which we’ve been on these parallel treatment and healing journeys. Life is slowly returning to a level of relative normality. The well-wishers have tailed off, MRIs are less terrifying and have all come back clear.
Llewelyn is now very firmly on the path to becoming a koma doctor – a doctor of rite
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May 13, 20258 min read


From 'Hey Baby' to 'The Other Side'
It’s been 20 years since my first book was published, and I wanted to reflect on the long journey of being an author, as well as working...
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Apr 26, 20254 min read


Proof of Heaven?
When I woke up from the coma in late 2012, the topic of near death was on everybody’s lips. This was due to an American neuroscientist...
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Mar 5, 20254 min read


A meeting with the devil in a NDE
Mohau Malope believes that some of the things he did in high school saved him from staying in hell during his NDE. We are sitting in the...
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Sep 23, 20244 min read


A meeting with the devil in a NDE
Mohau Malope believes that some of the things he did in high school saved him from staying in hell during his NDE. We are sitting in the...
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Sep 23, 20244 min read


An epiphany and a change of tack
Niall Campbell is also known by his traditional name Phokojwe (The Jackal) and is traditional doctor nyanga (medicine man) and a Ngaka...
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Sep 23, 20243 min read


An epiphany and a change of tack
Niall Campbell is also known by his traditional name Phokojwe (The Jackal) and is traditional doctor nyanga (medicine man) and a Ngaka...
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Sep 23, 20243 min read


African spirituality, trance and dance
In many cultures, the line is not as clear as in others, so we turn to some parts of Africa to look at its rich traditions that retain a...
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Sep 23, 20243 min read


African spirituality, trance and dance
In many cultures, the line is not as clear as in others, so we turn to some parts of Africa to look at its rich traditions that retain a...
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Sep 23, 20243 min read


Deep Research into Near Death Experiences
I’ve done my own deep research into near death. It was just that the research was unexpected, unwanted and supremely badly timed. It...
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Sep 23, 20245 min read


Deep Research into Near Death Experiences
I’ve done my own deep research into near death. It was just that the research was unexpected, unwanted and supremely badly timed. It...
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Sep 23, 20245 min read


Clinical death, NDE or OBE?
Since the 1960s, research has been carried out on the experiences of people who have been declared clinically dead – most often on the...
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Sep 17, 20244 min read


Clinical death, NDE or OBE?
Since the 1960s, research has been carried out on the experiences of people who have been declared clinically dead – most often on the...
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Sep 17, 20244 min read


The summer of sex, Osho and sannyasins
This is an extract from the book Love and Above: A journey through shamanism, coma and joy. The book is available on Amazon, in stores in...
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Jun 30, 20248 min read


The summer of sex, Osho and sannyasins
This is an extract from the book Love and Above: A journey through shamanism, coma and joy. The book is available on Amazon, in stores in...
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Jun 30, 20248 min read


The sangoma madness begins
What am I doing here? It’s an easy Sunday morning and I am sitting on a cold concrete floor with my legs stretched out in front of me and a six-kilogram black hen on the top my head.
I really should not be here.
I am a frazzled, but reasonably mature, hip and working mother of two small kids at age 34. And Sundays are rest and wine days.
I should be at my parents’ house by the beach in Simonstown looking out over the yachts sailing. Soon I should be sitting down for a Sund
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Apr 27, 20246 min read
The madness begins
Prologue to Love and Above What am I doing here? It’s an easy Sunday morning and I am sitting on a cold concrete floor with my legs...
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Apr 27, 20246 min read


Post Traumatic Bliss
I was carrying all my otherworldly secrets with me. Sometimes at night I would just close my eyes and feel myself shooting through the...
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Feb 1, 20227 min read


He's going to die tonight.
I had been to see him the day before and sat next to him a while as his chest heaved and rattled. I whispered to him. Stroked his...
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Feb 1, 20225 min read


Fighting my way out of a long coma.
The ICU at night is a terrifying nightmare world. Not even Dean Koontz or Steven King could imagine the nights of terror. It was cold and...
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Feb 1, 20223 min read
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